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been a long time since i blog

had been off for 5 days after my night shift last week and finally i am back to work today! so let see, today work was damn sianz. was partly i was very moody also . ha kinda of dragging myself to work, guess it was due to too many off days. Aniway, no matter what work is finish today

last friday: so last friday, finish night shift then went to eat breakfast with jasmine and xue kim at macdonald. sat there and was talking crap until 9 plus then went home to sleep! after that went to malcolm house wanting to pack his house but in the end ended up slacking there. ha ha .. then went to eat cafe cartel for dinner! ha his treat! damn nice!!!then he send me home after that

saturday: meet up malcolm at Plaza singapura. was thinking of what to eat ha ha then decided to eat ajisen instead. as usual i ate my ton toro ramen ha ha damn nice! then just went to shop around and went to marina square after that. bought a t shirt for him which i think he would look very nice in it!! ha ha … then meet wanting, kah yee and wendy. went to watch “four christmas” with them and with kah yee friends also. then had our dinner at ministry of food. wohoo. was enjoying the friend salmon maki! damn damn damn nice! ha ha …afterwards went of to chijmes and had a drink at tis pub which i don’ rem the name. ha ha had a few mouth of cocktail but in the end my face was damn red which look as if i had a few drinks. so crap until around 12 mn then wanted to went home initially ha ha but instead me and him sat at the bus stop at vivo until 3.30am in the morning then he send me home! ha ha ha ….

sunday: then the next day ah ma mao came and bring me porridge as my breakfast! ha ha then slack awhile at my house and went to his house to prepare to go for his cousin wedding! came back at around 11 plus and he send me home after that

monday: it was a public holiday! went to eat pastamania for our breakfast cum lunch. then went to his house! had dinner with his family and almost until 9 plus then off he went to book in for camp le.

to you: hey, that last 5 days spending with you was a great one. its was damn nice to see you for so many days. really hoping friday to come as soon as possible! miss ya alot! thanks for spending time with me!!! just want to say thanks alot! =)

another week had just gone. so fast.

wednesday meet up with si min. haven meet her for quite a long time. went to have dinner at the new restaurant at wheelock. was this pasta shop open by sakae if i didn’t rem wrongly.

friday: meet malcolm at his school. then went to attend this singing competition organise by his juniors. but went off half way. cause i was really very bored. ha then went to watch “qurantine” at westmall.

saturday: woke up at around 8 plus then slack abit and went to find malcolm at chevrons. he was having a match there! ha ha the way he play bball very funny sia. but ha ha … shuai! ah ha… lame! then he had some stuff to do. so went to spend my day alone. ha ha went to eat at the food court at JE then went to the library! after tat took a bus to west mall and watch the “wild child” ha and finally i get to exprience what it was like to watch movie alone! oh ya next took a bus to orchard then i meet malcolm there! was shopping around. ha ha went to buy another 3 pairs of shoes from cottonon! heh heh.. i bought 6 pair the same kind of shoes but different colour!

after that went to have a walk at changi airport. as usual the place was kinda of busy? ha ha … ok la.. just that see quite a number of people there. then was wondering what is going on. oh ya we sat at a corner and ha ha “fa dai”. la la la … reach home at around 12 plus

sunday: had our lunch cum breakfast together at ikea. then went to see the furniture there. damn nice sia..ha was thinking if only i had a house of my own the i ca decorate my house sia! wohoo.. oh ya there was ward meeting today. ha anyway still talk about the same thing… today work was still alright. ha ha manage to finish everything on time and i left the ward at 09.30 ha ha !! and now i am here using the computer! starting night shift tomorrow! ha ha wish myself good luck sia! la la la =)

To Mao Mao: hey actually on friday was hoping u can spend time with ur friend. cause i know u didn’t see them for a long time also.so i wanted to left the place and maybe u can spend time with them cause i really don feel like watch the thing also. its like i was thinking i am at fault cause i want to leave so causing u not able to meet ur friends also. its like i am the cause of not u having to accompany me then u not able to find ur friends. haiz dunno what to say also. ai ya dunno how to say also. anyway saturday i was partly at fault also. hmm.. but after all it had passed le, didnt spare a though for you. sigh. sorry, causing myself to spend half a day less with you. ah.. dunno what to say. anyway just want to let you know. thanks for being here all the time. never letting go of me what ever i did. =) lastly i want to say love ya!!!

nothing much happen last week. but my week last week was really down. any small matter can really provoke me.. ha ha think i was having PMS. and i think i really did. so ha ha …

Friday: so friday went to meet malcolm for dinner. there was this newly renovated restraurant; waraku teppan yaki”. ha ha the most kua zhang things is the two of us spend 70 plus on that dinner. but the food was nice! ha ha we ordered all the sushi la, eel la.. wah ha ha eat until very happy.

saturday: ha meet malcolm at 12.30 then went to have a walk. and went to hong kong cafe for our lunch cum dinner. then we watch the movie beverly hills chihuahua!!! ha ha so funny and interesting.

sunday: worked morning shift. then went malcolm house for dinner. =)

to you: hey mao, ha sorry for letting you think this way. ha that day can see that u were really unhappy. cause didn’t see u smile or say anything. wanted to ask but dunno how to say. but when u say i dunno how i am suppose to react. felt kinda of disappointed also… but maybe after much talking we both at least know what we are thinking. just want to say i am always here. don worry!!! =)

ha finish my night shift last week. then on friday morning went to eat mac breakfast with sangeetha. then went home for a sleep and malcolm came to find me after that. ha ha he even brought some food for my parents and me! then slack and slack until my mother suggested us to go and play frisbee behind the backyard! ha.. so i purposely fly the frisbee into the swimming pool. ha ha so funny. then he was trying to take e frisbee when “BOO” i push him into the swimming pool!!! wah ha ha!! so damn funny!!! that was the fun of the day!

thursday:ha, today work is so busy. didn’t get to eat until 4 plus when i met my mother. went shopping with her at OG. ha ha the came back at around 9 plus. took a bus home… ha ha…

oh ya then last week went to watch the movie “magdasaca”. ha dunno how to spell the movie name. was quite a nice one. was laughing through the whole movie sia…

hmm, been a long time since i blog.

its been a week since i came back from my hongkong trip. went hongkong with him. had an enjoyable trip spending time with him too. get to see him every seconds and every minutes. how i wish we will just spend our life  this way. do everything together n planning where to spend our day. been missing those days ever since i came back. ha missed those days when we go places together, eat together, joke together, knowing what n where u are.But no matter what, like what u say its time to get back on track le.. ha ha let this be a part of our memories!!!

Sunday:anyway today work is damn damn damn slack, ha by 4 plus the ward was already full house le sia. so was practically nothing much to do. heh heh. just doing some stuff we always had to do then ha ha walk around went to help other teams then slack again. ha ha… if only everyday is like this. then i left the ward at 2110hrs sia… reach home at 2130hrs. wah ha ha ..!!! damn shiok.

then this noon went to meet malcolm for lunch. went to ikea to eat our lunch. ha a really had our fill sia.. order so much food! malcolm even ate 2 main course! ha so happy to see him eat so much. and its great that he is enjoying his food!! hmm.. oh ya the slice of cake he eat was not bad also. then after that went to walk around ikea. ha ha saw many interesting things that people can use to put in their house. then we saw many warbdroes also. ha ha i told him i wanted a walk in one sia!!! ha but soon it was time to go hospital so malcolm send me there. for today only saw him for an hour plus. sad.. guess have to wait until next friday then can see him.

saturday: went to meet malcolm for a delifrance’s breakfast. saw the breakfast buffet on tv. so have been pestering malcolm i wanted to eat. so finally he bring me to eat le! ha ha malcolm treated this breakfast! ha thanks arh mao!! so kind~ ah ha… then went his house to spend the day. oh ya we even manage to fixed one of the figurine which he bought it from hk. ha ha quite interesting. then was watching animal planet also. ha ha had dinner at his house and went to the supermarket with his mum to buy some stuff. then malcolm send me home after that. oh ya malcolm tan u still own me one magnum almond ice cream! please don forget!!!!

friday: met malcolm on my way to tanah merah! was wondering how come he get to book out so early, then he told me he sneak out early sia! naught boy! buffer still like that…ha ha … so went to bugis and ate at ministry of food. woho the food there was good man. and the ambience was good. give it a thumbs up! want to go back there again! then had a walk around bugis… heh heh then malcolm send me home. but he refuses to let me send him to the bus stop sia cause i was very sleepy that day. ha then after that kinda of regret listening to him. hmm… ha dunno why but that day felt like the day he was going to army. hmm.. wonder why i feel this way also.

To you:

hey mao, hmm like what i always say its always great to have you by my side. still rem how u take care of me when we were at hongkong. thanks alot. u asked if that girl will wait for u after 5 years. the answer is a YES! but 5 years is a long way too. to make it happen, both parties have to give and take at the same time. dunno if that day will come. but i know i will give in my best to make it happen. i know u will too. but somehow 5 years is a long way too. maybe on the way anything might happen. but no matter what, i will still enjoy the present, the times spend with you and make it memorable all the time. as for the blazer, know u wanted one for a long time so just thought of geting oe for you. most importantly is u like it. wanted to tell you thanks for what u did for me. thanks for loving. thanks for being here. thanks for caring for me. thanks for tolerating me. thanks for doting on me. thanks for everything and anything. sometimes looking at the elderly holding hands i wonder if we have hold on until then, ha ha with you holding on to the walking stick and hold my hand to cross the road. ha ha… should be an interesting scence!!! love ya always and miss ya no matter where i am n what i am doing! lastly, just want to let you know i will always be here no matter where u go. =)

Wednesday: meet malcolm at orchard! off we go and have cafe cartel breakfast! he ordered a waffle delight and i had a ultimate delight! ha ha the breakfast was yummy with a cup of orange juice for me and hot chocolate for him! then went to the istana and have a walk. was expecting much more things inside but ha ha it seems like inside is quite empty..

Thursday: work pm shift

Friday: today was my Annual leave. ha ha. so was damn happy to have a off day. went to tanah merah to find him without him knowing. but ha ha he still saw me when i was hiding behind the pillor… then he accompany me to bugis. ha ha after that off he went to do his stuff and i went to meet my friends. meeet cu yan and joanne( cu yan friend). then we went to RH to wait for xinyi for her work to finish. oh ya the great thing was we had sakae teppanyanki for dinner! woo… it was great man!!! damn nice!! yummy and the garlice rice was nice too. ha ha.. but somehow how i wish u were here with me enjoying this meal.. after that we headed to holland villlage as cu yan wanted to go settler cafe. we had our few rounds of games and a drink then joanne send us home. Ha want to thanks her here…. xie xie ni

ha..went home took a shower and really feel like seeing him. so drove my father car to his house and we both sat in the park.. finally sorted somethings out and stayed there till 2am… 

Saturday: ate breakfast with my mother.. drove her to eat at ghim moh..ha ha. then saw “dou jiang and you tiao”! god.. bought a cup of dou jiang and 2 you tiao and ha ha brought it to malcolm house. la la la … meet him at BPP and ate lunch with him.. then off we went to his house… glad that he say the dou jiang you tiao was nice… then wanted to watch movie intially. eh, but was held up with some stuff *wink* *wink* =)… ha ha … la la la …. for dinner, his sister ordered pizza and then malcolm send me back.

Sunday: work morning shift. was kinda of sianz ha ha cause 2 days was off.. then malcolm came to fetch me from work. wanted to watch movie but in the end didn’t go also.. ha ha … cause was actually busy with work and went off rather late. then we took a bus to our house and ha i send him home! ok la its was quite dumb to take the bus here and there. but after all he was beside me so doesn’t matter!

To you: hey dear, how work? really love spending with you.. really hope u are feeling better now. really wants to thanks you for reacting this way too. its show that u really concern. rem must tell me anything if are feeling unhappy or when there things u want to know. i will always be here for you. Always! ha as for ur driving license, don worry i will be most willigly to drive u around! all the waitinf for u its worth it… ha ha … miss you alot… love you! see ya on friday too. don forget to tell me what u want to say arh!

Thursday: last thursday meet up with xinyi, sharon and shuqin at clark quay. ha ha before that went to buy some staff at plaza singapura. so ate our dinner at “hooters”. kinda of expensive sia. and the food was ok ok only. then sat at the riverside and had a chat. so went home at around 11pm. ha ha … finally saw them after quite a while like maybe for half a year?

slept at 1 plus close to 2 cause was doing some stuff heh heh. but luckily still manage to complete it on time

friday: meet up with sangeetha and go for a walk at vivo. had subway for early dinner. then went to meet malcolm after that. but dunno why was kinda sianz after that… hmm … aniway want to say happy 7th month anniversary! then malcolm send me home after that. gave him that little present which i was rushing that week. ha ha … but the sad thing was he was having a headache that day… sigh…

saturday: meet up with malcolm at orchard. ha saw ”ben and jerry”! then  both of us was tempted to eat ice cream, so in the end ordered a double belgian waffle! *yummy* after that we watch “painted skin” at around 5 plus. heh heh… oh ya ha ha so “qiao” that i saw alyssa and sharon… la la la .. then had our dinner at japanese marche! god the food was damn nice and had a full dinner! thanks arh for the treat!

sunday: meet up with our long lost friend ha ha wendy. it was her birthday on friday. happy belated birthday wendy! had our lunch at “shokudo” at cine… then went to watch a movie ” my best friend gf”. that movie was really kinda don understand infront sia… kinda chim.. ha ha … then meet malcolm at his house and accompany him to cut his hair. as usual the same place and the same hairstyle! diaow sia… ha ate my belover korean BBQ chicken again! had it on saturday also. hur hur…

monday: meet malcolm after work… took a bus to jurong ast then after much decision ha their family decided to go and eat “long beach” at IMM.. the food was nice but ha ha really damn ex sia… dunno what to say… aniway had a great dinner! ha ha ….. then his father send me home!

tuesday: work morning shift again. to day work sucks sia. alot of things cock up.. i also dunno why. so in the end left work at 4 plus. then meet malcolm outside AH! hmm… then he came my house for dinner. ha ha but before that that sleepy head was sleeping sia! poor thing.. then.. sat a while watch tv… and send malcolm home…

to you: hey, hmm great seeing you… ha ha ! maybe cause been seeing u even during weekdays?! ha ha … aniway, yea just want to say again happy7th anniversary… hope u like the gifth ha ha althought i think it looks kinda of weird? akthought i know i have been asking u this question alot of time,… ha ha but still want to ask again. “malcolm you sure”? maybe cause of what my mother say so i was really thinking maybe u might meet someone better? i dunno… ha ha … hmm. . . .hope u have a great week this week too.. really enjoy spending my time with you… even thought is just watching tv together.. =) miss ya alot!!! love ya…

friday: met up with 4a class mates. and celebrate yilong 20th birthday and together with those born in sept too. went to eat at long beach located at aljunied get to kow how they had been doing. oh ya lee leng and yongsheng got into OCS! ha ha good luck to them sia! 3 weeks of confinement. stayed until 9 then went to meet shu qing and xin yi. that day was shu qin birthday too. reach orchard at around 9 plus and went TCC for a drink. ordered a muddy mud pie too! ha ha so sinful! but didn’t eat quite often la so still ok… ha ha … had our nursing chat until 2 plus then went back. really peifu the two of them since they both still had work in the morning. but was really great to meet up with them!

Saturday: meet mal at clementi and meeting his cousins at pasir ris. they had a chalet there. so accompany malcolm to eat this breakfast cum lunch then went down to ntuc with them to buy the stuff they needed for the BBQ. reach the chalet at 4 plus? ha ha can’t rem. help them to prepare some of the things. Then malcolm suggested to go to the beach. took a walk there then decided to have a little nap at the playground. ha ha both of us didn’t really sleep the day before. then after that went to the beack and have a walk on the sand. ha ha here start our game sia!!! so at the end of the day malcolm was actually wet! ah ha…. oh ya we manage to catch a bottle of crabs and a tiny lobster! then went back to help out with the BBQ. ha ha yummy. then slack for a while and went to sleep. =)

Sunday: woke up at 0830 but ha ha slack until 1030 then wake up. then wash up and off we go. cause malcolm had to book in at 1330 and i got to work that day. had our breakfast at “wang jiao” then took a mrt to work..

To you:

hey ha ha the chalet was very fun! thanks alot! ha oh ya next time if u gonna to go to the beach ask me to go too! will do a spa for u again!!! la la la ….

been really looking forward for friday to come. but yesterday just gotta a news from malcolm that he unable to book out this week. he got confined cause their commando thinks their living premises wasn’t clean. so that the stupid reason they got confined… seriously, if i was there i would have go straight up to his commando and straggle him! I DON CARE!!!! sigh so bored. dunno what to do at home. moreover, i just gotta another “good” news i had 2 days of AL because my ward sister thinks that there are too many staff. so what a great week i am having. I was praying very hard for his commando to change his mind or maye mircales might happen ha ha … but i wondre if it will happen. *pray hard* *pray *pray *pray . . . .

Saturday: Meet up with old collegue in the clinic. ha, saw alot of people, quite a long time never seen them. all of them are still doing well. Had our lunch at “crystal jade” was quite full after eating the rice, ha ha … but overall the food was nice la, just that some stuff which I don eat. Then had a walk with kah yee until I meet Malcolm. Some unhappy things happen then. Then we went to esplanade and had a sit there. Went to cafe cartel for dinner! ha was enjoying the bread and my pan fried marcaroni. Then malcolm send me home afterwards

Sunday: Meet malcolm for lunch. Had our lunch at the roti prata shop. Ha was quite happy to see him today. Maybe because i was on afternoon shift. So was very happy that we meet for lunch. Then sat at queensway shopping centre for a while, but somehow I just say something which I think I shouldn’t, which somehow i also reacted quite dumbly. Ha, dunno what to say. Hope he wasn’t affected by it. =) Aniway, work today was ok la. As usual. ha ha doing the same old thing.